I'm back from camp and using the re-fixed/formatted (again) computer. Will be going out with Bi soon, who's beside me playing Dota now just to spite me D:

Thanks everybody for the birthday wishes but it was a really crappy birthday. Worst ever. I didn't tell anybody except Muhammad that it's my birthday because I'm very close to him and he wouldn't do anything to me. If I had let the others know, I would have gotten a water parade, just like Terrence. Anyway...

We had 6 stand-by areas in the morning until the afternoon. 6 like wtf. Every single time, no matter how much and how hard we cleaned, they will always find fault and we have to clean it again and again and again. I got so frustrated and pissed off that I exploded and shouted at Muhammad. I didn't mean to but I couldn't take it anymore. Apologized to him later at night though. But that was a fucking horrible birthday I swear :(

I have IMT (Individual Marksmanship Training) on the whole of Monday. Some simulation shooting practice to prepare us for our Live Range next Sunday. I'll be booking out on Saturday afternoon and booking back in in the evening. Crap. Then from 30th November till 4th December, it'll be the days I dread the most - Field Camp. Kill me please.

We had our 3rd IPPT test today. I was aiming for a Gold but my 2.4 let me down again. The timing for 5 points/gold in 2.4 is 9.44 and I ran a 10.23+/- a few seconds. At the final straight stretch, my timing was 9.20 but I couldn't push myself anymore. Was fucking disappointed and demoralised after that. Next and final IPPT test on 25th of November. Come on Marc, Gold-Standard Lion please.

Martell is stepping all over my thighs now cos I brought him up while using the com. Off to bathe. Ciao.

Okay I'm gonna keep this short and sweet because it's damn difficult to blog on a handphone I swear. Happy 1st year anniversary Darling J. Many more years to go yeah? Love you loads and persevere on for your papers. Will give a more detailed entry when I book out on Saturday.

Dear Marcus Huang, 

       

                It has been a wonderful year for me, thanks to having you by my side. We've been thru thick and thin, happiness and sorrows together for the past 1 year. I never thought we would last, but after thinking about it, 1 year ain't long, it's short. Time flies, people change, our situation changed but our hearts remain unchange.

Remember we used to quarrel a lot over small matters? But i bet you can feel the difference now. Quarrels are inevitable but we can choose to react in different ways. Can say that we ain't so petty with each other anymore. We doesn't think of pride and wait for either one to apologize first, neither that we ignore each other. Whereas, we try to make the effort to understand each other and come to a point of compromise. 

I'm glad we didn't have the problem of restriction. Thanks for being so generous about my social life and i think i ain't stingy too c: Our relationship would be a barrier if not for our trust in each other. Thanks for trusting me and thanks for trusting that i trust you. *laugh* 

Thou we might not see each other everyday, thou distance separated us, thou every unhappy circumstances we put ourselves in , we still manage to emerge thru all obstacles and stay strong. I'm glad that i made some decisions in life that cause me to experience such a sweet yet not so relationship. I don't know what might happen in the future neither do i want to know. I just want to dwell in this sweet aroma with you till the day when we know the ending of the story together. I love you, happy first year anniversary in advance, 031109

Yours beloved,

Joresar Po 

I booked out early today thanks to my IPPT results and was looking forward to getting on Dota ASAP.

As I was turning on the com, Mom told me the com was spoilt and thus, was reformatted. I turned on the com and realised that not only were the games gone, my photos and all were gone. I'm so fucking moody now.

Bye.

Just finished a bad Dota game. Bi wants me to blog.

We went to play pool today as planned. MC for like 1 hour plus. Went back to Green after that cos I was supposed to bring her to a doctor but fortunately for her, it was closed. So we just bought my stuffs from Shop 'N' Save and headed home for dinner.

Watched Transformers on TV while eating. Slacked around a bit while waiting for the soccer match to start. Man Utd - Bolton, 2 - 1. Bi cabbed home after that. And she cheated. Hah. Inside joke.

Will be booking in tomorrow evening already. Sian. Time passes so fast when I'm outside but it's such a drag inside. Oh well. We're planning to order Pizza for dinner tomorrow. Yay (:

Alright need to sleep soon.

Love Jo!

M Huang is out early again this week~

This time, it's due to Deepavali. My batch is really lucky. So many holidays/early book-outs. Long weekend this week too. Booking in on Monday night instead of Sunday. That's good.

On the other hand, life will definitely start getting tougher from next week onwards. 2nd week of BMT already. All the shit will begin. But it really helps when you think that the whole platoon will be going through all the hardship and fun together with you. At least I'm not alone.

Will be pooling with Bi tmr before coming home for home-cooked dinner. Update again. Ciao.

Hello people. Next time, if you're feeling unhappy about something and don't wish to stay at home, go for a jog. It really helps.

Booked out early this week because the enhanced batch people are going in. Sadly for them, some of us in camp have already decided to make things difficult for them when possible *Grins*

We booked out on Thursday evening and Dad fetched me home. Was supposed to go for Dota session with Elson and some others but it was too late and they were playing overnight so I decided against it. Stayed at home and Dota-ed in the end.

Today, Bi came over. Things happened. Met Darryl and Xuan Ting for dinner at MayoJi before sending Bi home.

Will be going over to my Godma's place tomorrow for dinner. My cousin's child's first birthday. Good to have a long weekend. And next week, we'll be booking out earlier too. Friday, due to Deepavali. This is good.

On the other hand, PTP phase is over and it's the start of BMT. Life is gonna get tougher and there will be lesser admin time for us as well. I will most probably be the Platoon IC next week too. I look forward to that though. Am not looking forward to route marches x(