Marc's blog

2011-08-14T20:07:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone.

*crickets in background*

I've done something like an essay for the platoon but it's in fb cos I figured nobody's here so nobody's gonna read it so no point posting it here, yes?

It's kinda sad how Tumblr is the 'in' thing now and nobody really gives a fuck about Blogger. Gone are the days where people will really pen their thoughts, feelings and emotions. Now they're either lazy to post or they don't know how to post so they just re-post some pictures or quotes. Booooorrrriiiinnngggg.

The thought of shifting to Tumblr has never once occured to me because I like to blog. I like to express myself with my own words rather than using something so many other people have used. Sense of originality I guess. No offence to Tumblr users but this is just my personal opinion. Nobody's even here reading anymore so yeah.

Nowadays the only active bloggers I see(other than celebrity bloggers) are... "2day ii went ciine!" Okay I can't continue but you get the idea. Sure sure. Tell us all about what you did at Cine and then show us some cleavage and tadah! A blog entry! Sheesh.

Okay whatever. Ciao.

2011-07-26T22:22:00.003+08:00

Hello blogger. I've missed you. This time I can really say, it's been awhile.

After so long, I'm finally gonna ORD in about a months' time. Promise to dedicate a post about the 2 years of NS after I ORD.

In the meantime, I just feel so cranky today. Everything seemed to go against me and it was getting under my skin. Mentally unstable much. Have no idea why though. All the bad news just stacked and pissed me off. Oh well =\

I'm still single after a year and a half. Do I like anyone now? No. Love anyone now? No. Feelings for anyone? No. In other words, I'm single and ready to mingle. Leading a life free from the troubles of a relationship. I do miss being in one though. The feeling of loving someone and being loved. Who doesn't? Enjoying single life nonetheless (:

Had a dream about J recently. Kinda crazy. It did make me miss her somewhat though. Whatever.

My first post after 5 months and this is what I blog about. Hah. Boring read(if there's any readers still). LOL. God knows when my next post will be.

Watch this space.

2011-02-11T21:21:00.000+08:00

On second thoughts...

Maybe not. Gone for good.

2011-02-07T20:34:00.005+08:00

To whom it may concern:

After much consideration, I've decided to let you go once and for all. Seeing that you're moving on fine with him and the fact that you want me to let you go made me come to this conclusion. You always said that it's better if I let you go, it's better if I just forget you. Well, it isn't, but that's the only thing I can do now.

It's really depressing how things are between us now. From the first time we met to the last time we saw each other, everything was sweet, perfect even. From friends to close friends to almost lovers to...this. How did things come to this state?

I still remember the first time we met like it was yesterday. Meeting you at City Hall to fetch you home from work, I remember you had short hair back then. We had known each other for so long but that was the first time we've met. You were staying at your temporary house in Simei and I couldn't decide what to eat while on the train. In the end, when I decided on either Burger King or LJS, you said you don't remember seeing any of them in the mall. Turned out that you were a bimbo when it comes to places and directions.

Fast forward 2 years later and here we are - Flames to dust, lovers to friends, why do all good things come to an end?

When we talked in Burger King and opened up about our past/current relationships, I found that you were so similar to her. So patient, forgiving, understanding. I admired your courage and strength. I hated him because he was like me, except that he was worst. I wanted to protect you, to care for you.

Care for you I did at the chalet. You're such a lousy drinker but insisted on drinking. I even had to drink for you and to be honest, I was getting tipsy. But I knew I couldn't. You ended up getting dead drunk, puking and crashing in bed. Did you know I stayed up the whole night? I hardly had a wink of sleep.

I kept waiting for you, waiting for the day you free yourself from the web you seem to be forever entangled in. It never came. You kept telling me to let you go, I couldn't and I didn't want to. You thought you were not significant to me like how I was to you. Silly you. Couldn't you tell from how I care and love you? Couldn't you tell from how I travelled all the way to your school to fetch you home always?

It all fell apart when I fell for someone else, hard. How was I to know it would turn out to be a huge mistake. Recalling what you said before - "If you find someone better or fall for someone else, let me go." I decided to do just that, for I believed that the one I fell for would make me let go of you. I told you to let me go.

Things took a dramatic twist and I was proven wrong. Not only did I have my heartbroken, I lost you. Double whammy. Hurtful words were exchanged and now, you've got him. Seeing that post on your blog hit me really hard. I've decided to move on, but only because you have him and you want me to.

By the time you see this, I'm prolly trying to move on already. But at the end of the day, even if the whole world turns against you, you'll still have me. If you need someone, I'm here. I'm always here.

Faraway I may be, but in my heart you will always be.

Yours (forever) lovingly,

M.

2011-01-15T20:48:00.002+08:00

I hate how life is a cycle. Not talking about life in general but referring to what people do to us and what we end up doing to people. Example : A hurts B, B remembers hurt from previous relationship with A, B hurts C, etc etc. That's the way it is. Even though not everybody is like this, they'll still remember the hurt at the back of their mind. And sub-consciously, they'll have a self-defense mechanism in their mind to defend themselves whether they're right or wrong. So it'll end up hurting the other party. Isn't this how it works?

Yeah for me it is. And how I regret it, even until now.

2010-12-30T21:31:00.002+08:00

In less than 30 hours time, it'll be 2011. And I still have no idea how I'll be spending new year's eve. I'm almost broke and so are Darryl and gang. I have a feeling we'll just crash at Darryl's or something ._.

I'm left with 40 bucks in my bank and you can't do shit when you're broke. I can't wait for pay day. Even then, it's gonna be a shit amount cos 300 bucks will be deducted thanks to my damn camera phone getting caught in camp. So after giving 100 bucks to Dad, I'll be left with 200++ to spend for next month.

Fuck my life. Welcome 2011.

2010-12-27T14:57:00.002+08:00

It's been over a month since I last blogged. I've ignored you for too long, dear blog. But I'm sorry. There just isn't anything that I want to blog. I'm really losing interest in this.

2010 is almost over. It's amazing how quickly time passes. Seems to me that the older you get, the faster time passes. 2010 has been... okay for me. Army has taken up the whole year and I guess there really isn't much to complain about in my civilian life because I hardly have one!

I started this year off on a bad, bad note. I hope things won't be the same for 2011. I've been single for almost a year already. No time lah. What with army and all. In a way it's better to be single when you're in NS cos you don't have to feel distracted and stuffs. But then again, I do miss the feeling of being in love and being loved. Who doesn't?

8 months plus more till I ORD. I've yet to decide what I'm gonna do after ORD. The rough idea is to work, earn some money first and get a degree after that. Yeah we shall see how things go.

Well I'm gonna head to the gym now. Meeting Ah Hao at 3.30 there. To all(if there's still anybody that actually stops by here), I hope you have a great(or better than 2010) 2011. And as for what I've learnt in 2010...

Shit happens, but life goes on.

2010-11-20T15:25:00.003+08:00

Have you ever reached a point where every single thing you do seems to be wrong and apologies seem to be worthless because of how often you have to say it even though you really mean it?

Yeap. Welcome to my life.

2010-11-06T18:24:00.002+08:00

Okay I'm back! And I didn't get drunk last night!

The day didn't start off well. From the moment I woke up in the afternoon, the weather looked bad. And when we reached Pasir Ris park, there was a drizzle that lasted the whole time we were there. So after much consideration, we decided to change the location at the last minute. Decided to buy a bbq pit and bbq at Darryl's place instead. And oh, Darryl dropped my 151 by accident. Half bottle :(

So we shifted everything to Downtown and waited while Darryl returned the trolley he borrowed. While waiting, we were screened by plain-clothed CID. Totally ruined my mood -.- One of them xl maximum summore. Oh well. Then after they were done, we bought the pit and waited for Zhiwei and Sis and Carl to fetch us to Darryl's.

BBQ started shortly thereafter and it was fun! Thanks everyone who came over despite the inconvenience. Lots of pictures taken. Will be uploaded on FB. Darryl puked from drinking too much. It was my birthday but he kept dranking for me instead -.- But thanks bro. Love <3

BBQ ended around 1/2+ and we played mahjong after that! 3 pots omg. Super tired and I went to sleep at around 8. Woke up around 11 for mini bbq with the remaining food. Too much! Played cards after that and then Carl and Sis fetched me and Estella home.

Will be meeting them again later for LAN or something I guess.

Once again, lots of thanks and love to all who attended! :D

2010-11-05T03:58:00.003+08:00

It's almost 4 in the early morning of my 20th birthday.

I got a huge surprise in the night when I came home. After I booked out from camp, I went to buy drinks and my bbq stuffs with my parents. I was busy thinking about what else I left out and all so I didn't think much when Darryl and Cymon told me that they were stuck outside without keys/otw to my house.

When I got home, the room doors were closed but I presumed that it was because my sister's dog is in the house. Then my Mum opened the shoe cabinet and asked whose shoes were those. I only suspected that maybe my sister got that as my birthday present. So I cleared my bags, opened my room door and went in. And then...

I saw Darryl, Cymon, Pei Xun, Zhiwei & his girlf in my room with a cake! I was completely taken aback. I feel so touched luh omg! Thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks guys. You don't know how much I really appreciated that. I was smiling to myself like an idiot while bathing. You guys mean so much to me <3

I'm looking forward to my bbq later in the evening even though I know I'm gonna get dead drunk. Everybody can't wait to get me drunk! Prolly because I'm always the biggest asshole when it comes to their birthdays! HAHA. But I'm ready for it. It's like once in a year! So fuck the world!

Update again when I'm awake and sober on Saturday. HAHA. Until then... Love to all for the wishes!

2010-10-23T16:36:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I wonder why do I wait for something that prolly won't be mine. It's silly but sometimes, you just can't help it. Does he fetch you from your school? Does he surprise you at your workplace? Does he sacrifice his free time for you? He has broken your heart and trust over and over but each time, you found the strength to forgive him and move on. He left a permanent scar in your heart, no. He left permanent scars in your heart but you don't seem to mind.

Yeah maybe I was like that in the past. You should understand, for you know what I've been through. I should understand, for I know what you've been through. But after falling hard, after I reached the nadir, I woke up. I changed. Has he? Will he? I don't think so.

It makes me wonder if I'm right in doing what I'm doing. It makes me wonder, who's more important to you? Who can you bear to lose more? You're afraid things between us will eventually be different. If this goes on, I'm afraid it will.

It's funny how things are. Here's an example.

Guy A: Hurts you continuously, breaks your trust over and over again, left you permanent scars, never sacrifices his time for you, always checks on you, does not trust you, hell, maybe doesn't even love you.

Guy B: Gives his free time to you, gives you surprises now and then, always there for you when you're quarrelling with A, picks you up when you're down.

At the end of the day, Guy A will still win.

I don't wanna be a fool
In this game for two

2010-09-11T17:27:00.002+08:00

Ah.

It's been exactly a year since I enlisted into army. Somehow I feel so... contradicting. It feels so fast but yet it feels so slow. Like... I don't really know how to explain it. It's like I've been inside for a year already but after so long and so much that we've been through, it's still only a year. Well at least it's just another year to go! Hurray! :D

I just really learned how to play mahjong like 2 days ago and I'm hooked! I played with Cheng Hao, Wen Gui and Alan on Thursday at my crib and yesterday with Darryl, his mom, Cymon and Pei Xun at Darryl's place. And yesterday it was 12 hours of non-stop mahjong! Crazy much. Gonna play again tomorrow hoho!

Gotta book in later at 8 due to the stupid Army Half Marathon tomorrow. We gotta leave camp by 5. For us, we gotta run 10km. Good opportunity to lose some fats after eating so much for the past 2 days!

Okay writer's block bye bye.

2010-08-08T01:58:00.003+08:00

It's a bit late but still, better late than never.

Happy birthday Darryl Lee Jun Xiong!

Now let's see...

I've known him since primary school and apparently, according to him, we got into a fight in primary school. LOL. Not that I can remember. And it got him caned or something. Hahahaha. I remember how we used to call him Darly toothpaste cos his name was spelt wrongly. And he was fat and chubby.

Then in secondary school, when I was sec 3, we became close somehow. And up until now, best bro ever. Did loads of shit together, backed me up when I was down and vice-versa and never fails to make my day an enjoyable one. We've been through so much together that my brain feels like exploding from the thought of blogging everything out. So I'll just keep it to myself. For he knows (:

Once again, thanks for everything bro.

And as for one that is on time...

Happy birthday Neo Zhiwei!

Now bastard ah got new friends don't care about us already. Lol. Just joking. Anyway, been quite awhile since I saw you. Like at Cymon's BBQ. Don't become chiong-ster lah ah. And grats on your freedom. Like finally eh. Don't you feel that you're more carefree now? Hahaha. Brain running out of juice already so I'll stop here. And one more thing bro... Liverpool sucks.

2010-07-25T17:40:00.004+08:00

I like the wings for this.

Wordings on chest is 1 I'm considering. The font is nice.

Tribal half-arms/full-arms too.

If I do put one, it'll be after I ORD, so that I won't have to risk it getting infected through outfield and shit.

2010-07-12T12:24:00.002+08:00

Yes Spain won! That is good. Next World Cup, I need to put money on the team I predict will win. Did it for Italy and Spain but didn't put any money. Dammit.

Yes Spain won! But they didn't win 2-1 or 2-0! Out of the 6 bets I made, I only won for kick-off. Well at least that helped me recoup some of my losses. But the feeling sucks when you have so many betting slips but you don't even win 1. Oh well.

Viva la Espanyol!

2010-07-10T16:42:00.000+08:00

2-0 to Spain, 2-1 to Spain, 1-0 to Holland, Home-Away, Total Goals 4 and Kick-Off. Total : $100.

MONEY COME COME COME!!!

2010-07-09T19:55:00.002+08:00

So the World Cup is drawing to a close with Spain and Holland in the final. It was especially gratifying to see Spain beat Germany because so many people were rooting for Germany, especially after they trashed Argentina. 4 years ago, I predicted Italy to win, and they did. This time, I predicted Spain and they're just one match away from making my prediction/guess come true. Come on Spain!

Recently I've been at home more often due to the fact that our battalion keeps clearing our leaves. Idk why they're doing that but I hope they leave enough for us to use on our own. But it's good anyway. I've been home since Tuesday night and I'm booking in on Sunday. Or am I? World Cup final is on Sunday night after all...

Oh and I'm officially on a diet-plan of some sorts. I don't know how it's gonna continue when I'm in camp but I'll see about that. Recently, my lunch has been just 2 slices of wholemeal bread with cheese, tuna and lettuce as toppings. And that's after some intensive work-out. HiiT - High Intensity Interval Training.

It requires you to spend lesser time working out but in exchange, you have to work doubly hard. For example, if you run, sprint for 20 seconds and rest for 10 seconds. The ratio must always be 2:1. That's the advisable ratio.

Yesterday, I bought skipping ropes while out with C. It's much more effective than running. People who are trying to lose weight fast, this is the way.

And by the way... Happy birthday Tracy sis (: Grats on your newborn and making me an uncle, yet again. And please don't sell Martell :((( Try to get Mom to help look after him :(

I must have been bitten by the blogging bug suddenly. Oh well. No plans for tomorrow as of yet. Borrrrrrrrrrrrrring. Aight that's about it I guess. Ciao.

2010-06-28T22:56:00.002+08:00

I think sooner or later, I'm just gonna leave my blog alone because life is so mundane now. I have nothing to blog about. Blogging about what I do when I'm out of camp is like a routine. When I have things on my mind, I post it on Fb and Twitter. Maybe after I ORD, things will be different.

We'll see about that in Sept 2011 then.

In the meanwhile... Spain for WC win pl0x.

2010-06-20T18:50:00.002+08:00

Happy father's day to all Dads around the world!

Happy birthday Dad!

Went out to watch Toy Story 3 (3D) with Nicki yesterday. It's been 3 years since I last saw her. Time really flies. The movie was good! Really brings back the childhood memories. It makes me happy! Hehexzx. 4/5!

After the movie we went for pool. 4-1 :x Had dinner at Manhatten Fish Market. My first time. It's so-so lah. Nothing much to shout about.

Walked around a bit then Zhiwei came to meet us. Slacked at Starbucks a while then went for Zhiwei's dinner. After that Nicki went off while we went to Clarke Quay. Met Marvin there first before meeting the rest outside Zirca.

Raj was a drunk fuck last night. HAHA. Fun as hell but at the end of the night, I was mad tired. Stoning all the way.

Booking in tonight! Fuck this week. SOC SOC SOC. Nahbeixzxz. And my nose is being a bitch, again.

Last but not least...

Happy birthday Raj! Bitch owe me a ear-stud stopper thanks.

2010-06-14T17:31:00.002+08:00

June isn't starting off well. Sheesh.

It was a shitty week last week. SOC trainings and my weekend was burnt thanks to ATP live firing. Took up my Friday and Saturday. Grrr. They paid us back with this Monday(today) though. Live firing was some difficult shit. 33/48.

Caught 'The A-Team' with Darryl, Zhiwei and Kailin last night. Freakin' awesome movie! If you've not watched it yet, go catch it. Totally worth your money. 5/5. We pooled after that at MC minus Zhiwei because small boy him had to be home by 12 awwwwwwwwww.

Kay I'm booking in tonight and they better not burn my weekend this time cos it's Raj's birthday this Satuday! We're gonna have fun bitch.

2010-06-06T03:46:00.002+08:00

Gawd I can't stand it. My tummy is getting bigger and bigger even though I've been doing cardio and cutting down on drinking. Don't mention cutting down on food because eating too much doesn't get me fat. If it does, I would have been fat since secondary school. I have high metabolism. It's just that I drank too much for the past few months and now I'm getting a belly. Seriously, it's damn depressing. Urgh.

From now onwards, I'm gonna cut down even on food I swear. Cut down on the junk food, eat lesser portions and no late night snacking when I'm home. No more 2 bowls of rice, no more double meals. 19th of June will be the last day I drink liquor for quite some time cos it's Raj's birthday. After that, no more. Stop.

You know what the ironic thing is? If I'm not in army, I prolly wouldn't get this belly -.- It's because of army that I chill out at pubs during the weekends. So I conclude that army made me fat. Dammit.

Freaking tummy just go away please! >:(

2010-05-31T17:54:00.003+08:00

It's been a while.

Back from Taiwan after spending 19 days there. I wouldn't say it was an enjoyable trip but it wasn't that bad either. The living conditions were not good. There was no mattresses, the bunk was hot and stuffy, the toilets were horrible, no flushes and the water wasn't fit for human consumption.

But training there wasn't that tiring so I guess it evens out. I've become darker apparently. And I thought I couldn't get any darker... Spending days under the super hot sun with no clouds and shelter definitely made me darker.

Didn't get to walk the night market due to the rain. Kinda disappointing. Only bought 1 tee for myself and spent the rest on food and presents.

And oh...

Happy birthday Pork! :D <3 Had a celebration over at Cymon's yesterday. Steamboat and drinking session. Gold Label is just slightly different from Black Label. Pfft. Reached home around 7 and I woke up just now around 4+. Sheesh.

2010-05-10T01:50:00.006+08:00

Alright. It's the wee hours of a Monday morning and about 24 hours from now, I'll be at the airport already. Time passes so quickly. Sigh...

Happy belated Mother's Day to all mothers. Mum, I love you :)

Managed to catch IP-Man 2, like finally. Clarabelle was willing to re-watch it with me so yeah. Awesome movie. 5/5.

Slacked with Mummy J at her void deck for a few hours. Catching up with each other and talking bout the past. Haha. Surprised that she still remember details so clearly (Y) I'll miss you when I'm at Taiwan Mummy! :(

It's Chelsea's title this season. 8-0 trashing of Wigan. Unstoppable. United won 4-0 against Stoke but it felt like a defeat. We'll be back next season!

I feel so reluctant to leave. No internet access, no phone access. Okay phone maybe I do. But it's expensive ttm. This sucks. I'll only be back on the 30th so please try not to text me or anything.
Ahhhh I've got no mood to blog already.

Take care my friends. Bro, sorry won't be able to gym with you. But heck you've got your weights at home already so yeah. Update me on everything when I'm back kay?

Mummy, I'll be waiting for my Swensen's treat when I come back!

2010-05-07T16:38:00.002+08:00

4 more days and I'll be off to Taiwan!!! Ho noes... :(

We booked out yesterday afternoon. Off was given. Then I went to RP to fetch C home.

Gosh I so don't feel like blogging. Thinking bout the trip makes me sian. Will be drinking tonight though. Gahhhhhhhhhh. No feel to blog kthxbai.

2010-05-01T16:01:00.002+08:00

My body feels so limp now. Gosh.

Okay I don't really know what to blog about actually... Hmm let's see. Abi wanted me to blog about my outing with her last week. So it was chilling out at Starbucks in town and catching Shutter Island after that. Silly her didn't understand that movie at all. And please stop with the leg thing? Hahaha.

So yeah I booked in yesterday morning. We had some talk about the schedule for the Taiwan tour and followed that up with some practical. We were to act as civilians whose life has been ruined by some army shit and create a lot of ruckus about stuffs like food, water and shelter. Kinda fun actually.

We were done by 12+ but had to stay behind to pack for the Taiwan trip. Wasted lots of time and I got sooooooo pissed off. Must be the weather and my lack of sleep. Finally finished everything at around 4 and went home.

This morning, I went to the gym with Darryl and worked out for 2 hours. Damn. Been a long time since I worked out for so long. Explains why my body's so lifeless now.

Raj and the others are apparently clubbing tonight. Location yet to be decided and I've not received any updates from them. Soooooooo...... No idea if I'm going out later or not =\ Wanted to watch Ip-Man 2 but Darryl and I couldn't find anybody else to watch with and we didn't wanna watch it with just the two of us -.- So prolly tomorrow instead.

Speaking bout tomorrow... Chelsea vs Liverpool!!! For 90 minutes, I will become a Liverpool fan. If they win, I will thank them like there's no tomorrow and carry on hating them after that. If they lose, well that's kinda expected isn't it? Not much hope for them to win either =\ But still, there's a possibility.

Till then... Ciao!

It's been a long time... HAHA.

2010-04-29T22:43:00.002+08:00

I'm out on a Thursday! But I'll be booking in again tomorrow morning and booking out in the afternoon. Lame much.

Had some dumb NE tour this morning. Went to Singapore River, Marina Barrage and NEWater. Pretty much a waste of time.

Today was my first time stepping into RP. Felt so alien in there. Thank God Cheng Hao was able to bring me around. Saw Mummy J after 893745068903 years. Mummy, take care! You look super pale.

Aftermath, CWP, Khatib and home. Time to bathe. Ciaozxz.

2010-04-25T16:26:00.001+08:00

An unwilling and unsuspecting party in the triangle.

2010-04-25T11:26:00.002+08:00

I shouldn't have walked away
I would've stayed if you said
We could've made everything OK
But we just
Threw the blame back and forth
We treated love like a sport
The final blow hit so low
I'm still on the ground

I couldn't have prepared myself for this fall
Shattered in pieces curled on the floor
Super natural love conquers all
'Member we used to touch the sky
And

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

I thought we'd be forever and always
You were serenity
You took away the bad days
Didn't always treat you right
But it was OK
I do somethin' stupid
And you still stay with me

But you can only go for so long
Doing the one you claim to love wrong
Before too much is enough
You look up
Find your love gone
And

We were so good together
How come we could not weather
This storm and just do better
Why did we say goodbye

'Cause lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
We let it drift
In a storm
Now every night
I feel the angels cry

C'mon babe can't our love be revived
Bring it back and we gon' make it right
I'm on the edge just tryin' to survive
As the angels cry

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Baby I'm missin' you
Don't allow love to lose
We gotta ride it through
I'm reaching for you

Lightning don't strike
The same place twice
When you and I said goodbye
I felt the angels cry
True love's a gift
But we let it slip
In a storm
Every night
I feel the angels cry

Oh babe, the angels cry

2010-04-23T19:53:00.004+08:00

I've booked out, it's a Friday, I'm prolly staying home. Tomorrow's a Saturday, I have no plans as of yet. Is this gonna be a stay home weekend? =\

This is not just a Rubik's Cube. This is a cube whereby each small square contains fragment of memories which I will never forget. Thank you for making me reminisce again. Our friendship is special isn't it? We aren't always in contact but yet we know the bond will always be strong. I'm sorry, I guess I won't have the chance to live up to my promise for your birthday this year, because of certain circumstances beyond my control. But still, you know I'll wish you Happy Birthday on time if I could and celebrate it with you if I could. I hope you stay happy (: Take care.

P.S : You really sound good when you sing (:

2010-04-18T21:05:00.001+08:00

2010-04-18T15:39:00.002+08:00

Hangoverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

But first of all...

Man Utd 1 - Man City 0!!! Scholes with a last-gasp goal in the 92nd minute! Yeah thanks bro, your mouth always so zhun/suey. Good thing it was zhun yesterday.

Headed to Element around 10 plus with Darryl and Cymon. Belle came over shortly. Then the rest of the ex-gabrielites came over. Fucking got wasted last night. 15 secs of raw Martell killed me. Puked like there's no tomorrow and even when I've puked everything out, I still felt like puking. That was horrible. And I totally couldn't walk straight. Thanks Darryl and Cymon for taking care of me. And Zhen Qiang.

Crashed at Darryl's and came home around 1+ today. I so don't feel like booking in. Hangover isn't strong but still, the feeling is there. Hmmm... You thinking what I'm thinking? *winks*

2010-04-09T21:32:00.002+08:00

It's been a tiring few days for me.

Had a 10km run yesterday at ECP. Completed it in 50+ minutes, near an hour. And today, the platoon took mass leave and went to Sentosa. The weather was fucked up though. Rained, stopped, rained, stopped. Irritating. But overall it was pretty fun. Most of the platoon turned up. Enjoyable day!

Tomorrow, Zirca/Rebel. My legs are tired much. But no choice uh. Gotta enjoy! Plus tomorrow's pay day. Definitely gotta go. Aight gotta bathe. Ciao.

2010-04-04T15:58:00.004+08:00

This is the first time I'm actually looking forward to booking into Khatib camp. Can't believe it. Finally, the zenith of the 3 weeks mortar course. This is the week we'll be going back to 2SIR! :D Plus, probable 2 days mass leave on Thursday and Friday. Woohoo!

Now on to something else...

To Y: Last long with him. It's kinda difficult for me to say that cos honestly, I don't really like him and he doesn't give me the impression of a good boyf. Whatever. That's my opinion. I could be wrong. He better be treating you well. Stay happy, old friend.

2010-04-03T22:32:00.004+08:00

First Man Utd game I've watched in a long time and they disappoint. No, that would be an understatement.

Final score : United 1 - Chelsea 2.

Fergie lost us the match, no doubt about that. What was he thinking, starting Neville and Scholes with Giggs on the wing? Berba was totally isolated upfront and Giggs was non-existent. Neville was constantly exposed by Malouda and Valencia was kept quiet after Chelsea realised that the only attacking outlet was through him.

Nani and Macheda were brought on way too late. Saw the difference they made when they came on? 10 minutes after the substitutions were made, Nani and Kiko combined to score. Why oh why did Nani not start, good ol' Fergie?

Now all we can do is hope Chelsea slip up. We have to win all our remaining games on our part. It's still not over, but it's gonna be very difficult now. With a midweek game against Bayern coming up, United have to pick themselves up.

Once a Devil, always a Devil.

Happy supposed 16th.

2010-04-02T13:23:00.003+08:00

A.I is finally over!!! 3 weeks of suffering in that horrible place and it's all over! Woooooooooo :D Will be going back to 2SIR on Tuesday afternoon. Yay! Great job guys :D

This week was the climax. SumEx wasn't as tiring as I expected it to be and yesterday was live firing. First and prolly last time to see and experience firing off a mortar. The sound of it firing off is fucking loud and you can feel the soundwave if you're standing around the mortar. I happen to be the number 5 man = standing on top of the base plate when the mortar fires off. And the impact on Charge 4 was so huge that I could feel myself on air for a second before landing. And even after I landed, I was still seh. Lol. Incredible! :D

And what better way to celebrate than going to Celestine/Tara's birthday party tonight? Hah. It's gonna be fun I hope.

Tomorrow's a Saturday and it's the first time in a long time that I'm looking forward to it. Man Utd vs Chelsea and I finally get to watch it.

Tomorrow's also a day I'm not really looking forward to cos it's the 3rd... Hmmm. While on the way to Pasir Laba camp to return the ammo boxes and stuffs last night, I thought of a lot of things.

You don't really know what you've got till it's gone.

You'll only really regret once you've lost that special person in your life. Don't ever take them for granted because once they're gone, you'll regret. I look at Cheng Hao, Zhe Yang and Asyraf and I wonder why I couldn't talk to her on the phone for long hours like they do every night. Seeing how Cheng Hao sacrifice his time for his girlfriend makes me wonder why I couldn't be more understanding and sacrifice more in the past. Seeing how Shawn is able to give up nights out with his buddies for his girlfriend makes me wonder why I couldn't do that in the past.

And now it's too late for regrets. No more turning back time. So people, cherish your loved ones. Don't be like me and regret doing what you could have done/wished you didn't do. This is not a sympathy post. I had so much in my mind last night. It's been 3 months and I didn't expect I could still shed a tear thinking about it. I was proven wrong last night.

To you: I'm sorry for everything I've done and everything I did not do. Hearing your voice again just now after 3 months invigorated a wave of memory and emotion. Thanks for the bittersweet relationship. Hopefully(?) in the future, things will pan out like Low Kay Hwa's "You Are Here", minus the side effects.

"To forget is just an interpretation. An immeasurable love’s memories can never be wiped off. Time doesn’t devour memories: It just slowly, painfully converts it into fragments of a dream. Occasionally, something will spark the wrath of the dream, and the dream will alter into a memory again. Have I forgotten you? When I tried to forget you, I had just thought of you again."

2010-03-26T21:27:00.003+08:00

Okay I gotta clear up some misunderstandings...

The girl in my previous post, she isn't my girlfriend tyvm. How I wish! HAHAHA. She's some mini YouTube celebrity.

http://www.youtube.com/user/bubbiosity

I'm infatuated with her! Don't ask why, I have no idea as well. I've been irritating Enblin the whole week in camp by saying Bubz randomly all the time. Hahaha.

Next week will be the last week in A.I before going back to 2SIR the following Tuesday. It's gonna be the peak, the most siong period in A.I, starting with SumEx (Summary Exercise) on Monday till Tuesday. Basically we just do drills over and over and over again at different points outfield. A 2 day 1 night thing.

Then on Thursday, it'll be live firing. Wednesday night's lights out is scheduled to be around 8+ and we gotta wake up around 3+. Madness I know. So wish me luck for next week! :(

Good thing is, we are intending to apply for mass leave as a platoon on the following Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. Planning a Sentosa outing on Friday too. Shall see if it'll materialize. In the meantime...

I gotta bathe!!!

With Bubz. HAHA.

2010-03-21T21:05:00.002+08:00

Hey darling. Another week in hell. Don't miss me too much kay? I'll be back on Friday. I'll miss ya!

xoxo.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. OMG BUBZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ *DROOLS*

2010-03-21T16:20:00.002+08:00

Guess what? Man Utd - Liverpool is tonight! Yay!

Guess what? Man Utd - Liverpool is tonight! And I have to book in to hell! Yay!

FML.

Need to see that hypocritical fuck-tard again. Tsk. I've never seen somebody who has the same rank as you fail so badly before. You deserve zero respect from all of us.

Went to Amber for the past 2 nights. Friday with Ang Tat, Alan and Kelvin. Opened Martell and then Chivas after Martell was finished. Alan got drunk, loser. LOL. After sending Alan into the cab, Ang Tat/Louis(LOL) and I headed to L18H18 :D

Last night was with Darryl and Ang Tat. Sebas and his friend came over for awhile. We drank the Chivas that we opened the night before. Was still almost full. Finished it by 1+ and we had not enough money to open more. So we left. Ang Tat went to his friend's place while I went home and Darryl went to look for Apple.

Fuck I don't wanna book in. The amount of activities last week was madness. Lecture, practical, lecture, practical. Totally no time to rest at all. None whatsoever. This week is gonna be more siong apparently. FML.

2010-03-14T15:53:00.002+08:00

I don't know where to startttttttttttt.

Firstly, I've started my mortar course and I'll be staying in at Khatib camp for 3 weeks till 6th of April. Life there sucks. Too damn regimental!!! Cannot take it. 3 weeks! How to survive omg. Wish me luck.

On friday night, I met my beloved Ahma and her friends for prata at Jalan Kayu. Clarissa and Jayler. Awkward much. To cut the story short, I slacked with Ahma the whole night and only reached home at around 5+. Sorry for the bang on your head Ahma :x Had fun though :D

Yesterday was supposed to have steamboat at Bugis with my gays. But in the end, there wasn't much people so we skipped the steamboat and had Macs only. Marvin, Matt, Karthik, Nafiz and Vincent. After eating, we headed down to Boat Quay. Went to find Chanel at Element and opened a tower first.

Switched to Amber later on. Ang Tat, my bunk-mate, was there too. Opened a Martell first. Darryl, Apple and Nicole came after a while. Drank quite a lot last night. Vincent and I finished like 1/4 of the tower after Marvin and Matt disappeared. Bloated much. About an hour later, we opened a Chivas. Didn't finish it though as the pub was closing.

Things happened and wasted our time at Boat/Clarke Quay. And then at around... 6+ I think, it happened...

I puked!!! Those who drink with me will know that I hate to puke so I usually try to keep it in. But yesterday, I couldn't hold it in anymore and so my second Merlion moment! Or rather... Marclion. Darryl said it looked like baked beans wtf ._.

We only went home when it was like 7+ and by then I was fucking tired already. Lack of sleep nowadays. Cabbed with Darryl and Matt. Came home, took a bath and slept immediately.

Booking into hell by 2215 later. I don't wannaaaaaaaaaa....... :(

2010-03-07T16:35:00.002+08:00

I have good news and bad news!

Good news is... Dad bought me a laptop! Sony Vaio!

And now for the bad news...

I can't connect to my router -.- So now I'm still using my desktop. Nice. So much for the excitement.

Went to PS yesterday with Darryl and Prince! Darryl wanted to get his iPhone screen protector. We walked Prince around outside PS and he was gathering lots of attention. Hah! Saw Belle there and she wanted to play pool so we went to Monster Cue after dinner. Had to wait freaking long for a table though. Played for like 3 hours plus. Apple, Pei Xun and Christina came over to look for us midway.

After playing, we decided to have supper at 7 Star. Sorry Belle! Cabbed there, ate and went home. Booking in tonight. Boring. Lazy to blog anymore. Sigh I'm losing interest in blogging. Kthxbai.

2010-02-27T13:57:00.002+08:00

Powerhouse last night with Marvin and gang was awesome, kinda. I can still feel the effects of the liquor from last night. Fuck. Hate that feeling. But never mind. I had fun :D

A huge group of about 14/15 people were split into 2 groups. My group consisted of... Marvin, Karthik, Nafiz, Ruby, Suresh, Jonathan and Syah. At first, we got rejected all thanks to... You know who you are. It's alwaysssssssssss you bro :P So we went to drink outside Vivo first. 1 and one quarter bottle of Chivas. Tara came to look for me :D Long time no see dear. And I WILL get my revenge on 5-10 on your birthday ;D

Thanks to Tara and her friend, we managed to get into PH eventually. And Marvin fucking Ho, you fucking owe me big time, bitch.

Partied till 3-ish and left to look for Matt and the rest. Went drinking(again) at the bridge near Zouk. Matt, Amanda, Stuart, Raj and Riswan came. The whole plan was to get Matt drunk but... It didn't really materialize cos Matt was a pussy :x Finished the Chivas and bused home with Jonathan and Suresh. Fucking slept for like 5 hours only? Damn.

Cutting cake tonight for Dad's birthday tomorrow :D Happy birthday in advance Dad. Love you.

2010-02-22T00:16:00.000+08:00

I'm lazy to blog. Sheesh. Oh and I'm home o.o

2010-02-16T19:15:00.002+08:00

Awesome night last night! Thanks bros, I love you guys ttm.

Went drinking as planned! Met up with Darryl, Cymon, Pork and Pei Xun at Dhoby Ghaut first. They had dinner at KFC and smoked outside after that while I went to fetch Kungfu Panda! :x After that, AHEM AHEM came and we went to MC for pool. Apple came to find us. Played till 10 plus and headed to Clarke Quay, minus AHEM AHEM.

Christina tagged along there and we went to Amber(again!!!). Opened 2 bottles of Martell and drink drink drinkkkkkkkkkk. Not bad not bad! Pork and Cymon didn't get drunk! Cos you guys drank so little cheebaixzx. Next time must play 5-10 with you all more.

Apple was first to be gone. Darryl very nearly! So we drank the night away till 3+. Cabbed to Woodlands with Panda and Cymon. Cheebai cab fare 30 bucks wtf! Cymon thanks man you made me pay 20 bucks.

Slept over at Panda's place and woke up in the afternoon. Went to Causeway Point for lunch @Pizza Hut! Wee! Thanks Panda :D Bused home and BOOKING IN AT 10 ZXZXZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

Still, I enjoyed myself much! :D Next week again bros?

2010-02-15T14:25:00.004+08:00

Omg what a boring weekend. New Year and Vday was celebrated with Darryl, Cymon and Phoebe. After my own visiting, I went to Yishun to meet Phoebe first. Then Cymon and Darryl came. Chilled out at North Point before going to Darryl's relative's place. After that, went over to another of his relative's place. Played Blackjack there and lost like 30+ bucks I think? Fuck you Darryl.

Left around 10+ and had our dinner at some coffee-shop. Phoebe and Cymon went home after that while Darryl and I went to his friend's place to wait for her cos apparently we were gonna go pool after she's done with mahjong. But we ended up sitting like idiots in her place for 1 hour while she played. I got so restless that I decided to go home myself first. Sorry bro :(

No activities today as of yet. Fucking boring. Can we go drink tonight pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee? :(

2010-02-13T21:44:00.002+08:00

I can't believe I spent the whole Saturday at home today. I had plans in the afternoon but it got screwed up. So I ended up at home the whole damn day. No activities at night cos people are having their reunion dinner and tomorrow's Chu Yi so I assume they will be up early to do visiting. Thus, I'm homeeeeeeeeeeeee. So damn boring oh-em-gee.

Valentine's Day tomorrow. Plans got screwed up too. No plans as of yet. Boring. On a lighter note, I'll be booking in on Tuesday night at 10 and booking out on Friday. Yay for short week :D AIT's over but Mortar platoon is doing all the sai kang. Apparently, there's gonna be a 3 day field camp from either 22nd to 24th or 23rd to 25th. Enemies for 5SIR. No thanks ._. Am planning to get MC and skip the damn field camp.

Somebody jio me out, anybody!!! Oh Dad's preparing Vodka for me. Yay to drinking at home -.-

2010-02-05T19:21:00.003+08:00

Okay field camp wasn't that bad I guess. I just returned from MC on Monday night so I was on Attend B for Tuesday and Wednesday. I practically slept my day and night away the whole time there while the rest slog their guts out. HAHA pwnedzxz.

I've gotten heat rash though. Sofa king itchy knnzxzx. Okay CNY is approaching and time to buy New Year clothes tomorrow. Then drinkkkkkkkkkk again at night :D

In the meantime, off to scratch myself more.

Nah just kidding.

2010-01-31T19:11:00.002+08:00

Rockin' night last night~ Met Song Kah for Tooth Fairy at Vivo in the evening before walking around and eating SuperDog. D to the E to the LICIOUS! More pl0x.

Stuart, Marvin, Nafiz, Bernard and Matt went over to PH first to get their stamp. Jing and I walked there to meet them and they were still queuing. Marvin, Bernard and Matt managed to get their stamps before 11 then Stuart brought Nafiz and I in. Then we went back to Vivo and they bought the liquor while I sent Jing to the Mrt station.

Headed back to 7-11 to meet them and started drinking at the bridge. So nearly fuckin' got into trouble twice thanks to Stuart and Bernard. You guys know what you didddddddddddd. Bitches. Lol.

Finished my Chivas and due to some reasons, Stuart left the almost finished bottle of King Roberts' at the carpark so we headed to PH. I swear I was so fucking turned off at the start. There should really be some ban for overweight people not to get up the podium. Wtffffffff man. And another one was making out behind me. Fucking disgusted. I lost my mood totally ._.

But the rest of the night was good I guess. Partied till it closed around 5 and cabbed back with Stuart and Matt.

As for today.............. It's supposed to be book-in day but hwahwahwa! I'm on MC for today and tomorrow. Went to SGH with Edmund just now to get our MCs. He only got Att B for 2 days. HAHA. Sad lah bro.

Man Utd vs Arsenal tonight. Gotta watch it!!!

2010-01-24T14:15:00.003+08:00

For the first time in my life, I drank until I puked. Congrats Marc. There's a first for everything.

Met up with Darryl at Clarke Quay around 11 and walked around first. In the end, decided to go Amber again. As usual, 3 jugs and Chivas with dice and cards. And of course, 5-10. Hehezxzxz. Darryl got pwned. Gen and Chanel got pwned by our brotherhood teamwork too. LOL. Nice one bro.

Stayed there till around 4.30 and went to BK Eating House cos Darryl wanted to eat. I was damn high already. We shared a cab home after that. When I reached home, went to lie on my bed straight away. Wrong move. The moment I lay down, I instantly felt like puking. And I became Marcus the Merlion. Gosh I swear I hate puking >:( Took a bath and slept after that.

No idea why I woke up so early today. 11 plus wtfzxz. Okay and it's book-in day. Fuggggggggggg. Kthxbai.

2010-01-23T14:28:00.001+08:00

You're right Tara. She's going down the same road as you.

2010-01-17T16:29:00.002+08:00

Hi bro. Please stay strong. The Darryl Lee I saw last night wasn't him.

P.S: How old already still wanna play stare stare trouble? I got no time to stare at your fuck face in the first place, tyvm.

2010-01-15T23:57:00.001+08:00

Marc's fine (:

2010-01-09T00:39:00.001+08:00

Thanks everybody. I'm alright now. Thought things through already. Thanks Jo for everything and take care.

2010-01-03T15:41:00.003+08:00

I don't know how I'm gonna survive this week in camp. I hope I fall sick. Fever. Whatever. 2 days MC, 4 days MC, anything MC. Or maybe I'll feint depression. Wait, I don't need to feint it. She's not there with me before I book in. No more hugs, no more kisses before I get out of the car.

Inside, no freedom, no life. No Joresar, no Marcus. I can still call you before I sleep but everything's different already. It's all different. I'm alone inside. The loneliness is overwhelming. The stress is unbearable.

God bless me...

2010-01-03T00:15:00.002+08:00

Happy supposed 14th.

2010-01-01T17:32:00.003+08:00

FUCK THE NEW YEAR. I'M NOT OKAY I'M NOT OKAY I'M NOT OKAY. KEEP EVERYTHING WITHIN ME AND REALLY EXPLODE ONE DAY. WHY THE FUCK MUST GUYS BE THE ONE WHO LOOK STRONG AND SHIT? WE APPEAR FINE/HAPPY/INSANE/CRAZY ON THE OUTSIDE DOESN'T FUCKING MEAN WE'RE FUCKING OKAY ON THE INSIDE. YEAH WE'RE GUYS SO WE SHOULDER THE BLAME. WE'RE GUYS SO WE SHOULDER THE BURDEN OF LIFE OURSELVES. I'M AN ARMY GUY SO I'LL SHOULDER THE FUCKING BURDEN AND STRESS OF COPING AND JUGGLING WITH ARMY AND CIVILIAN LIFE MY FUCKING SELF. WE ARE GUYS WHAT. WE DON'T FUCKING NEED TO SHARE OUR FUCKING SORROW WITH ANYBODY, NO THANK YOU. WE ARE STRONG, WE ARE ABLE TO COPE WITH LIFE AS PER NORMAL.

I SAY FUCK ALL THAT SHIT. THIS IS HOW THE NEW YEAR'S GONNA BEGIN? THEN I FUCKING HELL WISH THAT I'LL FUCKING BREAK DOWN ONE DAY AND STOP FUNCTIONING TOTALLY. YEAH THAT'S MY FUCKING NEW YEAR RESOLUTION. SO I CAN FUCKING DOWN PES AND NOT FUCKING BOTHER WITH REGIMENTAL NS LIFE. INJURE MY FUCKING SELF SO I DON'T NEED TO GO THROUGH WITH ALL THE ARMY SHIT. SO I DON'T NEED TO FUCKING BOTHER WITH WHATEVER SHIT IS HAPPENING AROUND ME AND JUST BE A FUCKING VEGETABLE AND STAY PARALYSED FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. WHY THE FUCK SHOULD I CARE ABOUT PEOPLE'S FEELING? THEY'LL BE UPSET IF I'M IN THAT STATE? THEIR FUCKING PROBLEM! WHY THE FUCK SHOULD I BE UNSELFISH AND SPARE A THOUGHT FOR THEM?! JUST BECAUSE WE'RE GUYS DOESN'T FUCKING MEAN WE CAN BURDEN EVERY FUCKING THING OURSELVES!!! FROM THIS FUCKING DAY ONWARDS, I'M KEEPING EVERY SINGLE FUCKING THING TO MYSELF AND I DON'T NEED ANY FUCKING HELP FROM ANY ONE OF YOU FOR WHATEVER SHIT THAT HAPPENS IN MY FUCKING LIFE THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

2010-01-01T09:32:00.005+08:00

Happy New Year to everybody! Happy 2010! Forget about the sad things in 2009, move on and start afresh! This is a new beginning so people who bother to list their resolutions down, start thinking and moving!

The start of 2010 was rather... eventful, to say the least. I didn't countdown to the new year with my loved one though :( Anyway... First, booked out on 31/12/09 around noon. Oh and I had a 12km route march in the morning ._. Fucking shagged. Yeah so we booked out and I cabbed home. Rested at home for awhile before heading to my uncle's place with my parents. Some dinner event that I didn't even wanna go. Went there to give face and eat abit.

Dad sent me to Darryl's place after that and we slacked at his house while deciding where to go. In the end, we decided to meet Pei Xun and gang to play pool at Monster Cue. Went to PS for dinner first before meeting them there. It was the normal foursome of Pei Xun, Zheng Zhi, Pris and Christina. Poked till about 11 and then we deliberated on where to go.

Darryl and I ended up following the 4 of them to Vivo to countdown. They were watching movie there at 1.40 so we went there. The countdown was so lame. We were stuck inside the mall on the top floor so Darryl and I decided to just watch from afar. After that, we went outside Vivo for them to smoke and wasted our time there playing DaiDee cos we couldn't decided where to go and what to do.

In the end, the 4 of them went for their movie while Darryl and I took the train to the pub. Well, not really. We managed to catch the last train of the purple line and I laughed at those people who missed it. Then when we reached the red line, we realised that we missed the last train to City Hall by 1 minute ._. Moral of the story : Do not laugh at people who misses the bus/train.

So we decided to cab there. As a result of that puboh not being able to give directions properly, we ended up walking to the pub after alighting at City Hall station. And what do you know? The pub was about to close shortly after we arrived. Great job dude.

After some consideration, we went to Boat Quay to find Jamie and her two friends, Lesley and... I-can't-remember-his-name-but-he's-a-fucking-pervertic-horny-son-of-a-bitch. Uh sorry but yeah. Anyway... When we met them, Jamie was high/half-drunk already. We tried to sneak into Home Club without paying but we performed an epic phail. So we walked around, looking for pubs to go to. All the time, Jamie was fucking noisy and Darryl was having a tough life. LOL.

Ended up in some pub with fucking horrible singers. Ordered 2 jugs of Tiger(Due to money restraints). Learned a new game there! Dice. Fun much. Some brothers came over for awhile to pay us a visit too. At the pub, Jamie ended up getting drunk and wasted. Oh speaking of being wasted... Clarke/Boat Quay was a fucking human rubbish bin of sorts. Puke was everywhere and people were lying down and were totally wasted. Awesome sight. Like L4D or something. I digress.

Half the time we ended up looking after her instead. The pub was closing around 5 so we left around 4.50. That S.O.B went home and the 5 of us wandered around aimlessly. Jamie wanted to go BK Eating House so we went there. She ate, we waited, we rested, we slacked, and we waited some more because we couldn't decide how to go home. Darryl didn't have enough money alone to send Jamie and Lesley home but we didn't want to PS that puboh as well.

In the end, we decided to wait for the taxi anyway but it was fucking difficult to get one. So after about 20 minutes of waiting, we walked to the bus stop at Clarke Quay(By then it was around 6+/7 already). Wanted to take the bus but changed our minds and took the train instead. That puboh alighted at City Hall while I accompanied the rest. All the way to Tampines and bus-ed Jamie home. The 3 of us then shared a cab and finally, it was home sweet home.

I'm currently feeling awake so I'm not intending to sleep. I'm a zombie RAWR. Been awake for more than 24 hours since 0420 yesterday. Awesumxzx (Y) Am waiting for Mom to buy my Prata breakfast back.

Once again, Happy New Year to everybody! Hope you guys have a wonderful 2010!

P.S : Baby J, don't forget to bring the necessary items for tomorrow's Sentosa trip :D

2009-12-27T18:01:00.002+08:00

Booking in in another 3 hours plus. Fucking boring. At least we'll be booking in in our civilian clothes now. And it's gonna be a short week too, thanks to the New Year. Booking out on Thursday again. No guard duties please.

Am kinda lazy to blog in detail now. For more info on Christmas, read Baby J's blog. As for yesterday, we went to Bugis and the flea market. J wanted to walk around there. So we just practically walked around Bugis area. As for dinner, we headed back to Serangoon for MayoJi.

Was supposed to go to Stuart's crib for some Christmas party but nah, things didn't turn out right. So in the end, we went to J's friend's birthday BBQ at Marine Parade. Entertained myself with my phone for 3 hours plus until around 11. Bused home with J. Saw Muhammad while waiting for 43 and he told me that he's gonna down PES due to some reasons. Greatttttt. Now I'm gonna be the only one in Section 3 stuck in camp, at least for the time being. When the signalers come back from their course, it's our turn to go for course. So I'll be alone for quite some time actually :(

Okay I'm gonna end off here. Fat nephew Ryan wants to use the laptop.

Baby, remember to call RSH tomorrow. Love you.

2009-12-20T19:30:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was a day I made use of to the max. Spent the whole day out. Literally.

There was a JB trip in the morning with my bunk mates. Well, it was supposed to be lots of people but they all couldn't make it in the end. So it was left with me, Jonathan & his girlfriend, and Alvin(Sgt). We met at Bugis at 10 and waited for Jason till 11.15. In the end, turns out Jason was having a fever and his phone was uncontactable.

So the 4 of us took the coach to JB and reached there around 1+ 2. Ate at some Nippon Japanese restaurant I think. And walked around the rest of the day around City Square Mall. Not much activities actually. Just walking around the whole place. Came back to Singapore at around 7.

I trained home and took a quick bath before preparing and rushing off to fetch Bi from work. 313 Somerset is crowded like fuckzxz. After fetching her, we went over to Clarke Quay to meet Shawn and gang. Shawn, Matthew, Raj, Nafiz, Bernard and Marvin. Nafiz's belated birthday celebration. They waited for Bi and I to have our dinner first before making our way to Rebel.

And what do you know. Birthday boy was denied entry. Tried from Zirca and same outcome. Later, his friend Fadhli(?) joined us. So we spent 1 hour plus deciding where to go. Social House was too expensive for us. Arena, Dbl O, Butter Factory, Powerhouse, and a whole bunch of other clubs were named but all were rejected due to different reasons. In the end, we decided on Zouk. Walked there and by the time we arrived, it was around 12.30. Got our 'stamp' and went out to buy liquor. Drank till about 1.30 and made our way back to Zouk.

Shawn and Bernard were assholes and didn't join us. And Zouk was a total waste of money. The music there was horrible (No offence to Zoukers). It wasn't trance, it wasn't house. I don't even know what genre it classifies as. In the end, we decided to pay an extra $12 to go to Phuture. And am I glad we did, even though it was squeezy like fuck. At Phuture, that's what you call music.

Partied till it closed at 4. Nafiz was some high fuck-tart there. Then we walked back to Clarke Quay and took the night-rider. It was super fast. Came home, took a bath and slept. Woke up at almost 4 today D:

I'll be booking in tomorrow already. Borrrrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggg. Well at least I'll be staying in Support Coy. And we'll be booking in in the morning as well. Before 0730 wtfzxz. No more late nights ): Aight peekchures time.

2009-12-15T01:32:00.002+08:00

Marc's to-do list with Jo
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Kite-flying session
Sentosa
More pizzas
More waffles

And I can't remember the others.

Y'know, it's amazing how a simple anniversary/birthday/whatever celebration can mean a lot to somebody else. Each anni, I rack my brains, trying to think of what to do, where to go, what to buy/make. But if going to Sentosa and having fun and strolling down the beach during sunset is enough to make her happy, then it sure beats trying to think of something to do/somewhere to go and end up doing nothing much.

A stroll down the beach seems so cliche but sometimes it's not what you do with your loved ones. Rather, it's more of enjoying your time with them and treasuring those precious, yet simple, moments. You don't need to spend big bucks on cable-cars dinner or Singapore Flyer dinner. Bring a volleyball, some snacks, some sandwiches, your body and most importantly, your heart. That's more than enough for Baby J, right Darling? With that being said, on our 14th month, Sentosa's the place we're gonna go. Strolling down the beach, taking pictures, playing with water are the things we're gonna do. Quality time spent. Gotta love it.

M

♥

2009-12-13T15:32:00.004+08:00

First things first...

POP LO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally. 3 months has passed just like that. Time really flies eh. The 16km route march was a killer though. I literally cried while walking. My abrasions were hurting like fuck and my feet was damn sore. But I still managed to complete it somehow :D

The parade was yesterday. Mom, Dad and Girlf J came over to watch it. Super early, but I really appreciated it. POP is a once-in-a-lifetime experience. All the sweat, tears and pain I've been through makes the parade a really worthwhile and memorable one. It really feels good. Everything that I've been through these 3 months with my buddies, it's surreal. Field camp, route marches, etc etc...

Of course, there's still a long way to go before I ORD. And things won't be any easier from now onwards. But life still goes on yeah.

I'll be staying in 2SIR as I've been posted (most probably) to Mortar. Good thing I didn't get Scouts. I would prolly give up if I got posted there. And my new Encik will be a Commando. G_G

Away from NS stuffs... Bi and I went out for pool session yesterday. Before that, we wanted to eat Delifrance so we went to Compass Point after Raj told me that Hougang Mall's Delifrance is no longer there. But I still think it's there -.-

And oh. I've been eating A LOT recently. After I came back from Field Camp, I've been eating non-stop. Lunch and dinner add rice. Go back to bunk, munch on cookies, chips, snacks, etc etc. Yesterday after eating the Delifrance sandwich, I bought chocolate waffle to eat. And after pool, I bought Curry O' to eat. Damn. Gotta stop eating so much. My craving for chocolate keeps getting stronger. Weird.

I digress. Pool with Bi last night and Darryl, Cymon, Cuiwen and Kailin came over to look for us. We played for about an hour half and stopped. Went over to PS and watched Darryl have his fun in the arcade, catching bears and throwing balls. Bi and I decided to leave around 11 and we trained back to Hougang. Walked over to Raj's house to pass him something before heading to 401's coffee-shop to tapau for Tracy Sis.

Speaking bout her... She's gonna sell Martell! :(((((((((((( Prolly due to a lack of time to look after him. If only I'm not in NS... I could help her look after him then x.x Oh well...

Bi's at my place now and she's going for a wedding dinner later. Mom's cooking and I'm gonna enjoy home-cooked food while J enjoys Sharks' Fin and stuffs. It doesn't matter, I'll still choose home-cooked food over wedding banquets anytime. Hah.

Ciao!

2009-11-28T00:17:00.003+08:00

First things first...

Happy birthday Mom! May you stay healthy and beautiful :D Love you much.

And then...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Field Camp next week omgwtfbbqchickenverynicetoeatzxzx.

I'm so not looking forward to it. 5 days of life in the jungle @Tekong. Wtf manzxz. No bath, no toilet, no bed, no handphone, no everything urban about life. Fuuuuuuucccckkkkkkk. Plus turn-outs and shell-scraping and all kinds of weird insects there. I think I'm gonna die ): I should stop thinking about it.

Booked out on Thursday evening due to Hari Raya. Lucky batch, my batch. So many early book-outs and stuffs. Bi's coming back later today and I'm going to fetch her from the airport. Going back to her place first before coming over to mine. Wonder how she looks like now and what she got for me. Hmmm...

Oh and I'm dying to watch New Moon. Maybe later after Bi's back? Super tight on cash though. Shall see how.

2009-11-22T16:00:00.002+08:00

Rebel/Zirca was fucking boring last night. Rebel was sofa-king crowded as usual and Zirca's music was such a turn off. Could hardly shuffle to the music. I ended the night drunk. Too long never drink copious amount of alcohol already. King Roberts, tequila shots and Barons. I was stumbling my way from Rebel to BK Eating House. Thanks Shawn and friends for helping me.

All in all, a boring night to club.

2009-11-21T09:47:00.003+08:00

Marksman for Live Range~ :D

But I just made it for Marksman. 26/32. And I'm out early again thanks to IPPT. Next week's gonna be the last IPPT test. Come on Gold! Short week too. Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday.

Field Camp's coming up soon. FML.

On a lighter note, I think there's a chance for me to go for SIT Test (; SISPEC/OCS, wait for meeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Bi's overseas for 1 week already. Pretty fast eh. Hello Bi. I miss you. Update your blog when you have the time yes. I really wanna know what you bought for me! Rahhhhhh.

Oh. And I'm selling a ticket for ZoukOut. Take note, I said a ticket. 1 ticket. Satu. Yi zhang piao. Was supposed to go but I can't already so I'm looking for buyers. Anybody wants?! Ask around ya. Selling it at... $68. Price negotiable.

2009-11-14T11:26:00.001+08:00

This is my 2,000th post. Cool.

I'm back home for like a few hours before booking back in later by 2000 hours. Live range tomorrow. Good luck to me.

Some dark troubles for me and Bi lately but I guess it's almost over. God bless us.

Have fun on your trip Bi. Enjoy yourself and remember my things!

Marc loves Joresar.

2009-11-07T15:33:00.006+08:00

I'm back from camp and using the re-fixed/formatted (again) computer. Will be going out with Bi soon, who's beside me playing Dota now just to spite me D:

Thanks everybody for the birthday wishes but it was a really crappy birthday. Worst ever. I didn't tell anybody except Muhammad that it's my birthday because I'm very close to him and he wouldn't do anything to me. If I had let the others know, I would have gotten a water parade, just like Terrence. Anyway...

We had 6 stand-by areas in the morning until the afternoon. 6 like wtf. Every single time, no matter how much and how hard we cleaned, they will always find fault and we have to clean it again and again and again. I got so frustrated and pissed off that I exploded and shouted at Muhammad. I didn't mean to but I couldn't take it anymore. Apologized to him later at night though. But that was a fucking horrible birthday I swear :(

I have IMT (Individual Marksmanship Training) on the whole of Monday. Some simulation shooting practice to prepare us for our Live Range next Sunday. I'll be booking out on Saturday afternoon and booking back in in the evening. Crap. Then from 30th November till 4th December, it'll be the days I dread the most - Field Camp. Kill me please.

We had our 3rd IPPT test today. I was aiming for a Gold but my 2.4 let me down again. The timing for 5 points/gold in 2.4 is 9.44 and I ran a 10.23+/- a few seconds. At the final straight stretch, my timing was 9.20 but I couldn't push myself anymore. Was fucking disappointed and demoralised after that. Next and final IPPT test on 25th of November. Come on Marc, Gold-Standard Lion please.

Martell is stepping all over my thighs now cos I brought him up while using the com. Off to bathe. Ciao.

2009-11-03T15:14:00.002+08:00

Okay I'm gonna keep this short and sweet because it's damn difficult to blog on a handphone I swear. Happy 1st year anniversary Darling J. Many more years to go yeah? Love you loads and persevere on for your papers. Will give a more detailed entry when I book out on Saturday.

2009-10-30T19:30:00.008+08:00

Dear Marcus Huang,

It has been a wonderful year for me, thanks to having you by my side. We've been thru thick and thin, happiness and sorrows together for the past 1 year. I never thought we would last, but after thinking about it, 1 year ain't long, it's short. Time flies, people change, our situation changed but our hearts remain unchange.

Remember we used to quarrel a lot over small matters? But i bet you can feel the difference now. Quarrels are inevitable but we can choose to react in different ways. Can say that we ain't so petty with each other anymore. We doesn't think of pride and wait for either one to apologize first, neither that we ignore each other. Whereas, we try to make the effort to understand each other and come to a point of compromise.

I'm glad we didn't have the problem of restriction. Thanks for being so generous about my social life and i think i ain't stingy too c: Our relationship would be a barrier if not for our trust in each other. Thanks for trusting me and thanks for trusting that i trust you. *laugh*

Thou we might not see each other everyday, thou distance separated us, thou every unhappy circumstances we put ourselves in , we still manage to emerge thru all obstacles and stay strong. I'm glad that i made some decisions in life that cause me to experience such a sweet yet not so relationship. I don't know what might happen in the future neither do i want to know. I just want to dwell in this sweet aroma with you till the day when we know the ending of the story together. I love you, happy first year anniversary in advance, 031109

Yours beloved,
Joresar Po

2009-10-24T09:20:00.002+08:00

I booked out early today thanks to my IPPT results and was looking forward to getting on Dota ASAP.

As I was turning on the com, Mom told me the com was spoilt and thus, was reformatted. I turned on the com and realised that not only were the games gone, my photos and all were gone. I'm so fucking moody now.

Bye.

2009-10-18T04:24:00.003+08:00

Just finished a bad Dota game. Bi wants me to blog.

We went to play pool today as planned. MC for like 1 hour plus. Went back to Green after that cos I was supposed to bring her to a doctor but fortunately for her, it was closed. So we just bought my stuffs from Shop 'N' Save and headed home for dinner.

Watched Transformers on TV while eating. Slacked around a bit while waiting for the soccer match to start. Man Utd - Bolton, 2 - 1. Bi cabbed home after that. And she cheated. Hah. Inside joke.

Will be booking in tomorrow evening already. Sian. Time passes so fast when I'm outside but it's such a drag inside. Oh well. We're planning to order Pizza for dinner tomorrow. Yay (:

Alright need to sleep soon.

Love Jo!

2009-10-17T01:01:00.002+08:00

M Huang is out early again this week~

This time, it's due to Deepavali. My batch is really lucky. So many holidays/early book-outs. Long weekend this week too. Booking in on Monday night instead of Sunday. That's good.

On the other hand, life will definitely start getting tougher from next week onwards. 2nd week of BMT already. All the shit will begin. But it really helps when you think that the whole platoon will be going through all the hardship and fun together with you. At least I'm not alone.

Will be pooling with Bi tmr before coming home for home-cooked dinner. Update again. Ciao.

2009-10-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hello people. Next time, if you're feeling unhappy about something and don't wish to stay at home, go for a jog. It really helps.

Booked out early this week because the enhanced batch people are going in. Sadly for them, some of us in camp have already decided to make things difficult for them when possible *Grins*

We booked out on Thursday evening and Dad fetched me home. Was supposed to go for Dota session with Elson and some others but it was too late and they were playing overnight so I decided against it. Stayed at home and Dota-ed in the end.

Today, Bi came over. Things happened. Met Darryl and Xuan Ting for dinner at MayoJi before sending Bi home.

Will be going over to my Godma's place tomorrow for dinner. My cousin's child's first birthday. Good to have a long weekend. And next week, we'll be booking out earlier too. Friday, due to Deepavali. This is good.

On the other hand, PTP phase is over and it's the start of BMT. Life is gonna get tougher and there will be lesser admin time for us as well. I will most probably be the Platoon IC next week too. I look forward to that though. Am not looking forward to route marches x(

2009-10-04T14:25:00.002+08:00

Happy belated 11th month baby <3

Bi and I celebrated our 11th month yesterday. We caught a movie, had our dinner and went over for BBQ. We watched 'Surrogates'. It was pretty interesting, some sci-fiction show. 3/5. The movie was free as well. Jason(Bunk-mate) gave me complimentary tickets after learning that it was my anni. Thanks dude.

After the movie, we went for pool. Played for about an hour to kill time and also partly because I wasn't that hungry yet. Went for dinner at Pariss International Buffet Restaurant. Burnt a hole in my pocket but it's fine cos I got my pay already. The food there is alright I guess. Some were good, some were not that good. Bi has been wanting to eat it for quite some time so the price doesn't matter I guess?

We walked around abit after the dinner and took a train back to to Serangoon. Went over to Jc's as they were having a BBQ. Did not plan on swimming at first but decided on it in the end. Borrowed Jc's shorts though. Then we swam and slacked around for quite some time. As we were planning to go back to Jc's house, Bi slipped and fell. Knocked her head and knee against the edge of the wall or something. Scared and worried the fuck outta me.

Carried her back to Jc's and she rested in the room while I went to take a bath. Cleared the things up and went into the house. Caught the Man Utd - Sunderland game. Ended 2-2, thanks to a last minute own-goal equalizer.

Cabbed back home with Bi after the game and slept. Will be booking back in at 2030 tonight. Sian. And I'm booking out early this week! Yay! Either Thursday night or Friday morning. Teehee. Cos the enhanced batch people are coming in so we get to book out earlier. Wee!

Aight ciao!

2009-09-26T10:12:00.002+08:00

Hellooooooooooooo. Marc is back!

I booked out earlier than 84 other people in my company today because only those 4 who passed their IPPT Categorization Test can book out at 8, while the rest have to book out at 1130-1200. Wee!

Life in army has been okay so far. The first week was kinda slack, accustomization period and all. This week, they started to 'up one level'. Starting to become siong. I hate AGRs (Agility Grouping Run). 1 round around the parade square in about 1 minute 30 seconds on average, for 20 minutes. Can dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

The food there is pretty okay actually. Definitely edible but the quality isn't consistent.

The sergeants in my platoon all know me now because I'm the only one who passed the IPPT Cat Test in my platoon -.- And I'm expected to get at least a Silver in the next IPPT. I'm personally aiming for a gold :D Can get to book out on Friday instead of Saturday and there will be $200 cash as well.

Bi will be coming over later. Heading to my grandma's place in the afternoon first before meeting my St.Gabs clique for movie and chilling out. Alright I wanna dotaaaaaaaa. Ciao!

2009-09-21T01:26:00.003+08:00

I'm back from NS. Booked out yesterday afternoon. I have so much to say about it but I totally have no mood now. Some other day then. Booking in tomorrow by 2030.

2009-09-10T00:54:00.006+08:00

Alrightttttttttt. My last entry before entering NS. Time passes so damn quickly eh. I sure hope it's like that inside. I counted down the days to entering, I'll be counting down the days to the end of my confinement.

No wait, maybe not. The more you look forward to something, the longer it seems to be, isn't it?

I guess my life is gonna take a drastic change once I'm inside. Gotta get used to exercising everyday, gotta get used to sleeping and waking up early, gotta get used to not using the com! The only positive points I can think of are...

1) Becoming more muscular/matured
2) Making new friends
3) The salary

Bahhhh whatever.

Will be spending the whole day and night with J tomorrow so I prolly won't have time to online. Mom will be cooking dinner so I guess we'll be coming home to eat.

I bought snacks home to eat. Something like my last few snack moments for 2 weeks y'know. Chips and all. Yay. Off to eat some Twisties.

Wait for my next post 2 weeks later about life inside! :D

Signing off

Marcie

2009-09-08T01:27:00.002+08:00

I hate my com. It thinks that letting me try for almost an hour to start it up normally without it restarting on its own for no fucking reason is funny. It is not. I only have 3 more days left also can't give chance ah?

Speaking of which, yeah 3 more days. Crap. Crap. Crap.

Marc is don't like Singapore government. But Marc is not gonna criticize here because really, you never know who reads your blogs.

Pizza Hut on Thursday, Bi?

2009-09-03T23:48:00.002+08:00

First of all, happy 10th monthsary baby (:

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Alright. Yesterday was a bad day for Bi and I so I shall not talk about what happened. I did meet Lionel, Pei Xun and Kailin at Vivo in the end though. Caught 'Where Got Ghost' and uhm... Yeah it's kinda lame actually. But I learnt a valuable lesson! When in NS and having to undergo some field camp or jungle walk, DO NOT TAKE SHORTCUTS.

As for today, it was a nong nong day for me. I woke up at 9 in the morning to accompany Mom to pray at the temple. Home-made half-boiled eggs, yum. I have no idea why I agreed to accompany her. It was hot, smoky and stuffy. Went with my Godma and uncle. Met them at Bedok inter before going to the temple at Bedok North.

After praying, which took like almost an hour or so, we headed back to Bedok inter. Mom and I took the Mrt to Tampines as we were gonna get my army specs done. Her friend wasn't working at that time but we still got it done anyway. After that, we trained down to Bugis and spent less than 5 minutes praying at another temple -.- Went back to Hougang Green after that and bought stuffs, including Bi's toothbrush and eye-drops.

Came home, took a bath and went to Bedok, AGAIN. Met Bi and headed to 85 to buy her goldfish. Hah. Hello 'Sorry'. Did I frighten you?

Off to Marina Square for Thai Express. Bi and her Tom-Yam steamboat. Walked around MS a little more and decided to bus back to Bedok. I ended up going home with 5 cents ._.

Damn com took forever to start up. Mofo.

7 more days YAY :(

2009-09-01T13:34:00.004+08:00

SOME FUCKING HOUSEHOLD IN MY FUCKING BLOCK HAS BEEN DRILLING THE FUCKING HOUSE SINCE 10 AND HAVEN'T STOP EVEN UNTIL NOW. WHAT THE BLOODY FUCK ARE THEY DRILLING? HOLES FOR THEIR LITTLE DICKS TO FORNICATE? IT'S DRIVING ME KRAZYYYYYYYYYY FUCK!!!!

Edited/

Hey, Joresar here. Just suddenly have the thought of hacking into a useless blogger account of Marc's to surprise him a little. 2more days to our... 10 months! And today is the supposed to be 11th month. I'm glad I am m's longest relationship and he said among his TEN past girlfriends. I'm the best, current girlfriend. Hah. Proud to be one, and i hope it's 10 months and going for us after he go NS. Oh & in his recent message to me, he keep wonder how am i gonna wear my bra and uniform tomorrow morning because now i have a strain-ed shoulders. He wonder ALOT! Lol I guess he's about to reach home soon, god knows when lol. Bye :]

2009-08-30T16:52:00.000+08:00

Mom and Dad are irritating and pissing me off by preparing my army stuffs now.

2009-08-30T16:25:00.003+08:00

Soccer at Kallang on Friday afternoon. Had a great turn-out, 17 people in fact. Had lots of fun but I'm awfully short of stamina. Bad news for September 11.

Yesterday, stayed at home the whole afternoon before going out for dinner at night with my family. Just a dinner to celebrate my 2nd sister's birthday as she'll be overseas on her birthday. Ate at Commonwealth and Carl tompang-ed me to MC after the dinner.

Met Darryl, Pei Xun & Kailin there. Played till about 11+ and cabbed home. Managed to make it home in time to catch the Man Utd - Arsenal game. United are playing horribly at the moment but they somehow managed to win 2-1, courtesy of a penalty from Rooney and a Diaby own goal. United were damn lucky to win this, they didn't even deserve a draw to be honest. Anybody Man Utd supporter with a heart attack watching the game definitely died. And what's up with the new Tiger commercial? -.- Canadian Pizza is so budget that they show the same commercial twice, one after the other.

Went to the gym this afternoon and soccer in the evening is cancelled :(

Okay less than 2 weeks remaining. FML.

2009-08-28T03:56:00.003+08:00

Fucking map-hackers in Dota. Mh also don't need mh until so obvious right -.- Bottom lane, first tower, pushing back creeps. WD & Lion come backstab me. Wtf? Nubs.

On a lighter note, I'll be playing soccer at Kallang Cage in the afternoon. Ciaozxz.

2009-08-23T23:58:00.003+08:00

Girlf and I caught Turning Point on Saturday. For those of you who have no idea what is it about, does the name 'Laughing Gor' help? And I feel that it's a great show! But Bi isn't a fan of chinese movies so too bad for her ^^v 4/5

After the movie, met Darryl and Kat at KFC. Chatted for a short while and we went to Kopitiam as Bi wanted to eat. She had her dinner while I watched. Something was wrong with me. I wasn't hungry the whole day even though I only ate lunch at 2+.

Jiahui came to meet us and we went to MC for pool. Had to wait damn long and we played PhotoHunt to kill time. Pooled for about an hour and we left around 9+ cos I wanted to catch the Man Utd- Wigan game.

We decided to catch the game at a coffee-shop near Bi's place. It was super crowded and seats were a rarity. The coffee auntie even set up a table for us, but it was damn far from the TV.

Nonetheless, Man Utd won 5-0. Rooney at the double and first goals of the season for Berba, Owen and Nani. Nani tries too hard to be Ronaldo ~.~ And Valencia's play is so damn predictable.

Jiahui left midway through the game (And Man Utd scored after that) while I sent Bi home after the game. Cabbed home.

Today, Bi came over after her church. She studied and slept the whole afternoon away while I played Dota. Parents bought dinner back for us and I accompanied Bi on 27 to Tamp, and we both went home.

Peace.

2009-08-21T04:54:00.001+08:00

㋡ || Young , Fly & Flashy || ㋡ ♥ Pathetic But Sweet ♥ Im Lovinnn Ittt ♥ ★ says:
*ouh
*hahaha
*lmao
*that day
*i wanted to know this girl from fb
*and u know the best part
*i forgot how to start off
Hi, I'm Marc. says:
*HAHAHA
㋡ || Young , Fly & Flashy || ㋡ ♥ Pathetic But Sweet ♥ Im Lovinnn Ittt ♥ ★ says:
*u know those days, you'll have a way to start the convo
Hi, I'm Marc. says:
*yeah yeah
㋡ || Young , Fly & Flashy || ㋡ ♥ Pathetic But Sweet ♥ Im Lovinnn Ittt ♥ ★ says:
*but fcuk
*i dunno sia
*until i look up at google
*-.-
Hi, I'm Marc. says:
*LOL WTF
㋡ || Young , Fly & Flashy || ㋡ ♥ Pathetic But Sweet ♥ Im Lovinnn Ittt ♥ ★ says:
*and i gave up

LOL!!!

2009-08-21T02:48:00.007+08:00

Okay SHIT man SHIT!

I can't believe time is passing so quickly. I'M FUCKING GOING IN SOON!!! DAMMIT.

I'm gonna be botak soon. Botak Marc. Wonderfullllllllllll. Let's see how my hair looked like over the years, shall we?

2004 - This is fucking classic (Click to enlarge, but it'll still be small)

2004 - Styled

2005 - When I didn't style my hair

2005 - When I style my hair

This was in early 2006. Look at the mini-mohawk yo. LOL.

Mid 06 I think. WORST HAIR STYLE EVER. Ben, my sister's ex boyf styled it for me. LOOK AT THE HOLE OMG!!!

October 06. I LOOOOOOOOVED this haircut man. PWNED!

November 06. Darryl and I decided to dye our fringe red. SUPER beng I know.

Early 07. Back to school and my hair pretty much stayed this way till before O's.

November 07. I totally cut my hair super short cos of O's.

This was after O's. I decided to get red highlights but my hair was fucking short and it ended up looking like shit -.-

January 08 - The start of my gold/blond hair.

Feb 08 - Batam trip with family and note the new/current specs.

Mid 08 - Don't bother asking. Really. Don't bother.

I had the same hairstyle and colour through out the whole year until October 08. It was supposed to be copper-grey or something but it faded in like less than 2 weeks -.-

So I decided to dye another colour in November 08. Burgundy and it didn't last long too thanks to swimming at Jc's -.-

In December, if officially became this colour.

January 09 - Darryl, Zhiwei and I decided to get extensions!!! HAHA. It didn't last long though.

And then of course, bangs!!! March till August :(

In May, I tied my hair!

And Bi suggested tying like this in June.

Changed hair colour in early July.

And finally, the present hairstyle and colour.

Until September 11 of course ._.

AHHHHH THIS SUCKS!!!

2009-08-17T18:38:00.000+08:00

Some people are obviously unfit to be a parent.

2009-08-16T18:35:00.004+08:00

First of all... If you guys didn't already know...

Marc has short hair.

Since I'll be going in soon, why not mentally prepare myself by cutting my hair short first?

Oh well. I know I look weird in those peekchures.

Yesterday, caught The Hangover with Bi at Kallang. Yes, I know I'm slow. We do not have time recently so we only caught it yesterday. I'm glad I did not miss it. Hilarious, awesome show, 4/5.

After the movie, Bi and I headed to Dhoby Ghaut with the intention of going to Monster Cue to play pool. But we met Darryl and Kat @ PS instead for dinner. Cymon came over later, followed by Shawn. Darryl, Kat and Cymon left first while Bi and I accompanied Shawn to eat at BK. Karthik and Yuva came over to find us.

After eating, we went out so slack and waited for the others. Marvin, Nafiz, Jonathan, Suresh and Bernard _|_ We waited for Bernard for fucking long and he ended up meeting us outside Zirca instead. Yuva went off while the rest of us went to drink. Bought King Roberts' with Coke and Redbull as mixer. The Coke wasn't chilled and it tasted horrible. Gross.

Went into Zirca and we downed one shot of Tequila. Wasn't really into the dancing mood at first. They wanted to take a look at Rebel so we went there. Fucking crowded. They danced while I just stood there and watch ._. Bi was there with Jiahui and friends too.

Shuffling on the podium is win ^^v (Y)

The night didn't end well though. Shall not elaborate on it.

Bi's at my place now. In my room using her MacBook. Mom cooked dinner and will be watching the Man Utd - Birmingham game later. Ciao.

2009-08-14T03:21:00.000+08:00

FUCKING CLASSIC LOL!!!!

2009-08-11T00:30:00.003+08:00

I don't know if it's my damn internet or is it the whole internet whole that's having a damn problem. Msn is screwed, Facebook is screwed, I got word that Twitter is having problems as well. The cyber world is dying!!!

2009-08-10T23:35:00.004+08:00

Time passes so fast. In a blink of an eye, there's only one month left for me to enjoy before September 11. In case some of you don't know, September 11 is the day terrorists plan to attack Hougang. That's why I only have 1 month to enjoy :(

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Nah I'm shitting you. I'm going into army on September 11. Disaster much?

On Saturday, it was stay at home day. Until at night, when I rushed over to Darryl's place cos Kat wanted to give him a 'surprise' birthday celebration. In the end, turns out that Darryl already knew about the surprise cos Kat phail :( LOL.

So I was eating my cheeken rice peacefully until Kat smsed me and told me they cabbing home. So I gobbled down my cheeken rice and cabbed over to Darryl's. Pei Xun and Kailin came next, followed by Cymon and Bi.

Went to 7-Star for pratas and I over-ordered! Supposed to be 5 kosong and 9 eggs but I counted wrongly and ended up ordering 6 kosong and 12 eggs wtfuxzxz!!! Forced some of them to share with me. After eating, everybody agreed on going home. Cabbed home and Bi slept over. Parents bought lunch back for us. Ate and slacked. Bi left to go out with her cousins around 5+.

As for me, I had fun yesterday with mah homies yo. At 8.22pm, did you guys stand up and say the pledge? I bet very few of you did. I'm proud to say I did! With Karthik, Nafiz, Shawn and Suresh. Raj and Matthew were pussies. We stood outside the Istana(!!!!) and recited the damn pledge!!! Fuckin' patriotic right! PWNED!

Made our way to Clarke Quay and decided to watch the Man Utd - Chelsea game at Devil's Bar. But it was packed, as expected. So we watched it at The Covern(?). Just next to Devil's Bar. United lost 4-1 on penalties after drawing 2-2. Referee Chris Foy is Chelsea's Man of the Match _|_ Those who watched the game should understand why.

Slacked around and met Clement, Stuart and their friends. They were drinking. Slacked around there for a short while and decided to leave. Spent a long time debating where to go before deciding to go S'goon and slack. Slacked the whole night away till 4+. Cabbed home with Shawn, Matthew and Suresh. Plans to go Zirca next Saturday as it's Marvin's birthday! Shawn, please start practicing your shuffling! If not we take cards go there shuffle.

Bi came over today and we slacked the whole day away. Sent her home at night.

Yeap. 1 more month. Oh boy. Time to prepare myself mentally.

Taking photos on Bi's MacBook is epic.

Check out my matching pipes.

I look like Bounty Hunter here, yes?

2009-08-08T17:08:00.003+08:00

Ho ho. Today's the eve of Singapore's birthday! And also Mr Neo Zhiwei's birthday! And on Thursday it was Darryl's birthday too! So happy birthday bros!

Bi got her MacBook alr. We took some extremely retarded peekchures. I've not gotten all the photos yet so I won't post them up yet. In the meantime, you can go to her blog and see some of the ROFLOLMAO peekchures.

:D

2009-08-06T17:28:00.000+08:00

Okay wtf blogger looks REAALLLLLLYYYYYYY screwed right now. What's up with it man?

Look at it. Wtf?

Anyway...

Hey you! Yeah you.

Having a sore throat? Feeling pain when you swallow something? Can't get rid of that itchiness/pain in your throat? Need help on soothing your throat?

Well then...

Use Hershey's Syrup!

Its thick chocolate will coat and soothe your throat and relieve the pain. It's clinically proven as well! Yours Truly is a perfect example. Take 2 teaspoons of Hershey's Syrup and your irritating sore throat will be gone soon!

Try it! It really works!

2009-08-03T22:53:00.000+08:00

Bye stupid dog, I'll miss you even more now that you will never come and stay anymore :(

2009-08-03T02:53:00.003+08:00

Sometimes when people are pissed, they say the darnest things. Sometimes people don't really have any intentions behind things they ask, do or say but the instinctive part of a human mind reacts, sometimes overreact, and defends oneself. Gradually, when a person feels that he or she has been continually accused or having questions thrown at them with the slightest hint of accusation, they will react. They defend themselves, knowing that they're innocent yet not getting the message across properly.

But what happens when they overreact? Their emotions start to take over and the acidic words that come spewing out of their mouth hurt. Fueled by highly-charged emotions, one can't calm down and think straight before getting the words out of their mind.

Sometimes, questions are merely that - questions. They could be harmless and hold no intention beneath them. But after too many questions, a person's limit can be tipped over. Pretty much the same as stretching a rubber band too much and it eventually snaps. Self-defence is one thing, losing control of your mind while practicing self-defence is another.

And when it's too late to turn back, what happens?

Happy 9th month.

2009-07-30T23:14:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday Martell! :D

Yeap, today is the birthday of that stupid dog. Bi came over and we walked him downstairs. Came back up and bathed for him. Then we played and he started humping again -.- Fucking horny dog. But he humps the air. LOL.

Brought my parents to Ah Seah for dinner. Ordered quite a few dishes. Mayo Ji, frog legs, sotongs and... pig's stomach. Gross much. It got the stamp of approval from Mom and Dad! Yes yes, they is like it.

Sent Bi home and bus-ed home.

Soccer tomorrow evening with my Mdis classmates. Been a long time since I played with them. Heck, been a long time since I played street soccer!

Contemplating whether I should go gym in the early afternoon alone tomorrow.

Hmm...

2009-07-28T16:43:00.001+08:00

One more day and Martell will be here! Wee!!! Stupid dog, can't wait.
:D

2009-07-27T15:03:00.000+08:00

There's obviously something wrong with Blogger.

Anyway... I'm back into the cyber world! Well actually I was back yesterday already but I didn't blog cos Blogger didn't seem right and it still doesn't seem right.

Yeap, my com had a mini explosion on Wednesday night. And it seems like my body sensed it because the next day, Thursday, I fell sick. All the way until Sunday. Fever, flu, cough, throat inflammation, body ache. The longer I was sick, the more worried I became that it could be H1N1. But then again, my fever wasn't that high so yeah.

I wore my hoodie to sleep on Saturday night and zipped it all the way up with the sleeves down. Wrapped myself in my blanket with the fan at the lowest speed. Made myself sweat alot and on Sunday, I recovered! Hooray~ -.-

Thanks Bi for coming over those few days to look after me. I know it's damn tiring to keep coming over and going back by yourself but I couldn't send you back. I'll make it up to you soon. Loves.

2009-07-23T16:45:00.006+08:00

Hey Marc's readers/friends. Joresar here to inform you all that something bad happened to Marc's computer. This is the message he send me yesterday night when i was sleeping.
Marc: MY COM IS FUCKED!! I WAS USING IT AND SUDDENLY... BOOM!!! A MINI EXPLOSION IN MY CPU!!! G_G
So his com BOOM! and no more. No arrangements made yet, i guess it's prolly time he get a new one. Yeepeee. no more restart!

2009-07-22T23:33:00.002+08:00

Hairy Potter~

Bi and I caught Harry Potter today. Before that, I wanted to go to the gym alone in the early afternoon but it was raining and I decided not to. Woke up at around 2+ and took a bath. Mom was at Hougang Green so she helped me buy Carrot Cake back. Ate, prepared and left house.

Movie was at 6 and I was supposed to meet Bi at 5 so why did I leave at 3+?

I decided to go over to Bedok to surprise Bi ^^v I reached at 4.20 and I was kinda early but I didn't expect it to be too early cos I had to wait for like 25 minutes before the Princess finally came down. I bought her her favourite fish sticks as well. I can't remember the name of it so I can't post a peekchure of what it looks like. But the packaging is blue, red and white with a fish on it.

Went over to Tampines Mall and bought the tickets first before walking around. We went to Mini Toons and found the keychain furball she's been finding for ages. She lost hers you see. So I bought it for her and she was hap-hap-happy~

Soon it was time for the movie. We were lucky inside, yup yup. Inside secret. The movie itself was... okay. Too draggy. 2 half hours and my ass was hurting. Dumbledore died. Severus Snape killed him and revealed himself as the Half-Blood Prince. See, I'm a spoiler. 3/5

After the movie, I wanted to eat Teppanyaki but it was closed wtf!!! I was having some big-ass craving for it. We ended up eating Fish & Co. It was my first time ever eating at Fish & Co. Yes, noob, I know.

Bi ordered the Black Pepper Stingray while I ordered the Fish & Chips, duh. I wanted the normal one but Bi mistakenly ordered the New York one for me. I had to wait like fugging long for it cos they went to New York to catch the fish!!!

Nah just kidding. Went to Watson's after eating and Bi bought her... foundation? I think. And we cabbed home after that. Taxi uncle was cheena~ o.O

Today, 22/7/09 marks the beginning of the New Old Marc :D

Marc loves Joresar.

2009-07-21T01:35:00.002+08:00

Hello pepo.

Marc just came home from Jc's place after having a mini celebration. Happy belated birthday dude (:

Bi and I went to Jc's house first cos Lionel hasn't arrived yet. Played Guitar Hero and I swear it's damn fun to sing. LOL.

After Lionel arrived, we went for dinner at the coffee shop near Jc's house. Zhi cha. Cymon, Pei Xun, Lionel, Zheng Zhi, Bi & me. After eating, I sent Bi to take cab home while the rest bought Absolut Peach and 2 bottles of Coke. Went back to Jc's house and started drinking. Played Dai-dee and Blackjack. Lionel and I drank raw while the rest mixed. Fun fun fun.

As I'm typing this, I'm a little high now. Teehee.

I psycho-ed some of them to stay later and we finished the whole bottle of Vodka. After drinking, we played Guitar Hero again. This time, I was the drummer. Omg fucking fun! Hah. I want more Guitar Hero pl0x.

Cabbed home around 12+ and here I am blogging. That's about it eh.

Ciao.

2009-07-19T00:37:00.015+08:00

Aight guys I'm back!

Cymon's chalet was pretty fun, as all birthday chalets usually are. I met him at Bugis on Friday afternoon to collect his cake first. And while we were there, I spotted a cake specially made for Mr Boo Pei Xun.

The 'Boo Boo cake'. Kewlness much.

After collecting the cake, we met Kailin at the Mrt station and train-ed over to Pasir Ris. Bi conincidentally boarded the same train as us so we went to Downtown East together. Booked in first and there were some... complications and Cymon had to pay an extra $106 D:

We went to collect the food orders after checking in and rested for a short while after bringing 'em back to the chalet room. Then we went to NTUC to buy some stuffs and Cymon and I ta pau-ed Macs back to the room. Soon, people started coming. Cymon's 2 friends, Cheryl and Ryan, followed by Pei Xun and Zheng Zhi. Next, Lionel and Jc and after that I lost track already. Whatever. It's not like I'm supposed to keep track anyway.

Cheryl, Ryan and Cymon started the BBQ while Lionel, Zheng Zhi, Bi & I stayed in the room to play Dai Dee. Played a few rounds and went out to help with the BBQ. More and more people came after that. Cymon's ex-classmates, Yinghui and friend, Cuiwen, her boyf & Pork, Darryl and Kat, etc etc.

Cymon got some really nasty birthday bash which includes getting punched, getting his deek rammed into the tree, and getting pinched on the nips I think.

Contrary to what you guys might think, I wasn't involved in these a single bit.

Then of course, there is the traditional cake-smashing ceremony. Cymon was supposed to stand on the table and sing the Winx Club song but apparently his balls grew legs and ran away :( So we proceeded with the cake-cutting.

As you guys can see, Yours Truly is most certainly involved in the cake-smashing bit. I tried to smash the cake in his face instead of smashing his face in the cake but I kinda missed. Most of the cake ended up on the floor but I still managed to rub some on his face ^^v

This is Cymon.
"Before"

"During"

"After"

Lionel was being a bloody high mofo bitch last night but me is still lurbzxzxzxz him. And Cymon looks like a freaking alien here, yes?

After BBQ-ing a little more and washing up, it was time for the PROPER cake-cutting ceremony.

Soon, it was time for Indian Poker and hard liquor~ We bought 2 bottles of Red Label as the Black Label and Absolut Vodka was too ex. Darryl played for the first few rounds and went to bed while the rest of us continued. Each of us drank quite alot but at the end, Pei Xun and I were the only normal ones. The rest, including Bi, were retardedly high, or highly retarded.

Before Kat and Darryl left, a bunch of retarded, sexy, gay, etc etc peekchures were taken.
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Fuck yeah this is hardcore.

Bi and I decided to leave at around 5+. I had mosquito bites around me and my nose was pissing me off. Cabbed back and apparently I told the driver the wrong way? _|_ It's just a longer way. Ended up paying more than usual, plus the midnight charge.

We took turns to bathe and went to sleep after that. Dad woke us up for lunch in the afternoon and we spent the rest of the day slacking and rotting at home. Sent Bi to take cab at around 11+

Sorry for the lengthy post eh. Enjoyed myself! After you guys read this, you know what you should do? You should scroll up and click on my Nuffnang ad on the right ^^

And last but not least...

Happy belated birthday Cymon Mah Shiwen aka Cymon Horse Is Smell aka Gentle Horse!